Two weeks into what seems like two years in Taos

I haven’t been in Taos for two weeks just yet – Tuesday eve it will be so – but time moves slow here –  I’ve made it as such.  Imposed solitude.  Turning down invites to chill with the other artists,  to go to a Bob Marley dance party at a gallery,  and right now I could be drinking and watching the Superbowl with some passionate intellectuals … but no,  I am in my casita … blogging … what a DORK!

A quick update on how I am spending my artist residency – the spiral nature of my time thus far.  First – motivation,  enthusiasm,  excitement spiraled to overwhelm,  exhaustion,  lethargy and then back around slowly to productivity,  awe,  creative bliss … Emotions; they are always shifting,  changing like clouds in the sky or waves in the sea.  The thing is,  underneath all of that emotional stormage and weather there’s a clear blue space.  And I work with that.  I try to work with that.

I’ve been re-visiting The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron.  Every day I’ve done my morning pages diligently (3 pages of writing whatever aka “brain drain”).  She suggests every week we go on a solo “Artist Date” – take ourselves out and do something fancy and inspiring.  See music,  visit a museum,  taste the local culture,  go for a walk.  Since I’m on a residency,  every day feels like a date but I try to shake it up.  I’ve been hiking a bunch,   a small mountain – Devisadero Trail.  Also the rim along the Rio Grande River Gorge …

Rio Grande River Gorge trail – that bridge was featured in the movie “Natural Born Killers”

I bring a notebook and write lyrics down during or after the hikes.  I check out the wildlife – bighorn sheep,  magpies,  crows,  white-bellied & long eared squirrels. I try not to think.  I really try not to go to deep and dark on my hikes … I’ve been taking a break from my personal facebook and trying really hard to limit my social media.  If any of you have followed this blog,  you know I’ve been a real advocate of twitter – even took a class on it – but I’m falling away from all of that.  If this year has taught me anything,  I would like more of a private life.  I tend to share every goddamn thing,  always asking for advice or validation even without thinking that’s what I’m after (advice/validation).  My ex husband called “likes” and “retweets” happy buttons.  I’m trying to come to a place where those happy buttons don’t give me that mini endorphin rush.  And so,  the silence of the gorge.  And so,  imposed seclusion,  turning down really fun social opportunities.

But I’m getting shit done.  I’m,  as my friend / bass player Sean said, “hearing my own goddamn self think.”  Imagine that.

I finally recorded my yoga song that I’ve sung to my students since 2009.  Please enjoy a free download below.  Take in the well-loved tinkling of the Wurlitzer piano …

I am hearing my own goddamn self think.  I’ve been purchasing newspapers instead of seeing what goes viral.  While reporters too are biased,  my news is coming in slow and I’m processing at my own pace.  There is so much suffering in the world right now … I hope you’re all hanging in.

While I’m not entirely sure what the future holds post-residency,  definitely my yoga studio will exist another year (i signed a two year lease – ha!),  I am looking forward to more of a private life,  continuing my quality over quantity show philosophy and being very deliberate and even slow about all of my choices.  Becoming more of a Taurus.  Slow food.  Slow travel.  Trying to be there for my loved ones more after recovering from this fucked up year when everyone was helping me.  I’m learning what’s important,  and happy buttons aren’t the answer to inner peace …

More soon … Peace and love from the high desert,
Mary

Arrived in Taos for 3 months as a fancy Artist in Residence

Arrived in Taos for 3 months as a fancy Artist in Residence

Greetings friends!  I hope this finds you well,  late January,  morning, afternoon, evening.  I’m not sure how much I’ll blog but I’m off of my personal facebook so I need some sort of outlet!

I arrived on Tuesday evening to my casita at the Helene Wurlitzer Foundation where I will be an artist in residence for 3 months.  Just a little over a week ago I had a wonderful send off party at Icehouse Minneapolis (lots of buzz about it – SO grateful for the press! Read the previews & show reviews & interviews here) and then I hustled in a procrastinatory way to get everything in check in Minneapolis,  secure the yoga studio with its amazing instructors, pack up my house and hit the road …

From my instagram: “This lady bird has flown … en route to New Mexico, jeep filled to the brim with instruments & journals & watercolors for more cow portraits ?I couldn’t have asked for a better last week in Minnesota. Lots of talks and some face time with besties, a kick ass invite to Red Hot Chili Peppers w/ someone handsome, hanging with the folks & watching The Last Waltz w/ my dad, a wonderful week of classes at Imbue and feeling overwhelmed with the goodness of the space and the humans that practice and teach there – will be in good hands while I’m gone ❤️I’ll be saying buh-bye to my personal Facebook til the spring tomorrow when I get to Taos to simplify … Peace and thanks for the well wishes and thanks also for all the marching and praying and community building that is pro-human & pro-WOMAN – I am inspired amidst all the fuckery – keep the dreams alive, keep talking, keep organizing. Water is life, pussy grabs back, love trumps hate. Muuuuuaaaaahhhh!!”

I’ve seen some beautiful things on the road … and not so beautiful.  Some Colorado ghost towns,  totally crumbling – haunting – I almost pulled over and gawked …  the horrible passage of “livestock” on the highways (I always hated that word) to their deaths before becoming your burgers … but also antelope in the fields and many birds of prey perched to find their suppers …

I rolled in just as the sun was setting.  Through the mountains,  through Eagle’s Nest and Angel Fire,  through blowing snow where I could not see the road,  and the wind ripping quietly through the winding canyon road.  My casita is adorable.

“Dear friends, I’ve arrived at my casita in Taos, New Mexico where I get to be freeeeeee as a bird for the next three months as Artist in Residence! Feeling fancy 🙂 Kept my windows down as I drove so I could listen to the mountains and the snow, saw bison, antelope and many birds of prey … I drove fast when I could and slow when I couldn’t … I am so grateful to one of my best friends Sara Alexander (Softich) for paving the way and doing this artist residency 7 years ago, planting the seed. Love you, Sara! Grateful to a lot of you out there too for your kind words and support of my music. The world needs our artists now and I am not taking this time here lightly!!!! I’m heading off of my personal Facebook NOW so stay in touch via instagram (maybe?), website marybue.com (probably will do some blogging) or you can massively support my endeavors by subscribing to my bandcamp page for some exclusive acoustic songs (acoustic & piano versions of holy bones coming up!) as well as my entire digital catalog & ramblings here http://marybue.bandcamp.com/subscribe ❤️️Thank you and much love and peace to you all.

I’ve barely left the casita,  but when I did on the first night to grab a bite to eat and a glass of wine at Taos Inn’s Adobe Bar,  I pretty much met half the town.  It’s a small town,  around 6000 (20,000 surrounding) so they know when someone new arrives … I will have to protect my solitude immensely as I know if I’m out too much,  the socializing could swirl me up and away from my focus!  My focus:  writing music.  Just letting it shape itself,  my goals are forming,  also top secret!   I’ve also been practicing scales on the piano and doing some sustain pedal heavy improvising … such a nice thing to do pre-dawn … I’ve delved back into The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron (a 12 week course in artistic recovery – breaking through creative blocks) – the last time I did this course was in 2002 – and I’m tickled to find out that she first started her “morning pages” while living in Taos!  Serendipity.

Thanks for reading,  peace out!

Majesty of Beasts Poem

 

Hi loves!

Happy Cyber Monday! I’d like to share with you the poem that became the lyrics to the title track of my new musical project “The Majesty of Beasts.” This song is about the beauty of the earth and its beings. It’s about humans wanting pretty things on their walls and in their bellies so much that we are devastating our beautiful home. It’s about violence. It’s about love. It’s about evolving beyond greed and recognizing the majesty of the earth so much that we can just let it be majestic … (There is also a reference to The Walking Dead, which I am obsessed with – but I’m behind in the series cuz I only have watched it on Netflix. It’s killing me!!)

If you are so inclined, please pre-order this project on Kickstarter! If it doesn’t get funded by Dec 11th at 10 am, your card won’t be charged. I am SO grateful for your support, friends! This song is kind of the anti-thesis of our consumer culture … and yet here I am imploring you to buy it. Ah life!  We are getting SO close to funding this thing! It means the world to me.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Big love, Mary

Pre-order here:  https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/marybue/support-mary-bues-new-ep-majesty-of-beasts-on-viny

(If you’d like to hear the song, it plays in the background of the video on my Kickstarter page)

Album artwork by Amy Abts, Design by Adam Guggemos

THE MAJESTY OF BEASTS © Mary Bue Music LLC 2016

i recognize the majesty of beasts
thundering hooves
milky eyes
the power of a horse’s thighs
the beating of wings in the sky
the flipping of fins under the ice
lungs taking in oxygen down in the deeps of the night

i recognize the majesty of trees
towering pines
cover the sky
on branches where the monarchs lie
your birch bark canoe gonna take us to
that island where the palm trees sway
it’s a fantasy
it’s lost at sea
as the amazon dies for your beef

i recognize the majesty of you and me
fingers grip the trigger
eyes stare down the shaft
another life gone too fast
it’s your only one
staring into a gun
you won’t come back turned like on tv
it’s a tragedy
a comedy
humans making fools
what else could it be

i recognize the majesty of beasts
ivory tusks
abalone shells
the pretty things we want on our walls
a peacock’s plumes
a shark’s sharp tooth
a rabbit’s fur to keep us warm
lie with me dear
in front of the fire
don’t tell me now that it’s too late

i recognize the majesty of beasts
thundering hooves
milky eyes
the power of a horse’s thighs
the beating of wings in the sky
the flipping of fins under the ice
lungs taking in oxygen down in the deeps of the night

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/marybue/support-mary-bues-new-ep-majesty-of-beasts-on-viny

shows

12/3 Red Herring Lounge for Zöe’s bday – Duluth – 9 pm w/ Social Disaster, Torment & Walt Dizzo (my band plays 1st) – Facebook event here

12/20 331 Club – Minneapolis 9:30 pm w/ Ilika Ward Duo Facebook event here

1/14 Icehouse Minneapolis 10:30 pm w/ Molly Maher & TBA
*Artist Residency Send Off*

Photo by David Tanner at the Replacements Tribute Show – Clown Lounge – 11.25.16 w/ Robert Russel on sax,  Adam Werven on drums & Sean Roderick on bass

Veal: behind the song

Join us for the music video release party for “Veal” on December 13th 2015 at The Red Herring Lounge in Duluth, MN.  5 pm!  Screening of the video plus live music by Toby Thomas Churchill,  Katy Vernon,  Mary Bue + the Holy Bones.  $5.  10% of proceeds go to the Humane Society. Optional vegan potluck starts at 5 – bring a dish if you want + tons of vegan cookies for all.  Video produced by Jon Hain w/ assistant Angelica Engel.  Video will be live on the web shortly after!

It feels trite to say that I’ve always loved animals.

Trite because it’s such an understatement. But the truth IS I love animals!  I grew up with dogs,  fish,  rabbits and cats.  In the country,  surrounded by deer, squirrels,  chipmunks,  birds and all sorts of varmints.  I got to see exotic animals in zoos and books and fell in love with pandas and koala bears,  dolphins and orcas.  I had a dream in junior high and high school of becoming a veterinarian and helping sick,  injured animals or a marine biologist and learning about ocean life.  I took horse riding lessons and studied dog and cat breeds.  I drew their pictures and wore t-shirts and puffy sweaters with animals all over them.
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MONEY! And one full year of being an entrepreneur …

“I want candy. I want money.  I want my mommy.  I want my daddy.” – Mary Bue

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I want candy. I want money. I want my mommy. I want my daddy. – Mary Bue

Full disclosure:  I am a bit of a self-help junkie.  What does this have to do with MONEY??? I’ve been geeking out over a crew of super inspiring self-help-ish entrepreneurs and in the past week many signs from those thought-leaders have been pointing to getting intimate with my MONEY.  I’m reading Money: A Love Story by Kate Northrup – the subtitle is “Untangle your financial woes and create the life you really want.”  In tandem,  another huge inspiration of mine is Marie Forleo and in her latest TV show she interviewed Eat, Pray, Love sensation Elizabeth Gilbert,  and there were some serious nuggets of wisdom surrounding money.  More on these ladies a bit later.
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Music for music’s sake

“What we are really saying is that music, once considered an important science,  is now merely a form of entertainment,  classified by elite snobs as “cultured” or “uncultured.”  If it could be packaged in little plastic containers and eaten with a spoon,  they would do it.  In fact,  they are probably working on it right now.”  – EUGENE CHADBOURNE

I’m reading a fantastic book speaking to many many qualms about the music biz – called I Hate the Man Who Runs This Bar by Eugene Chadbourne.  This book is hilariously busting through a lot of my despair and cynicism about trying to “make it” in the music business.  He said music used to be part of the quadrivium:  arithmeticgeometrymusic, and astronomy – “preparatory work for the serious study of philosophy,” – a curriculum outlined by Plato’s The Republic.  Music was a valuable tool of measurement,  specifically to look at “the classical subject of harmonics, in particular the study of the proportions between the music intervals created by the division of a monochord” according to wikipedia.  😉

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The order of songs

In a late-summer-storm-weather-coming-in, tourist-obstacled, Lake Superior moment I ran into my friend Gaelynn Lea who was busking on Duluth’s lakewalk.  I was out for a stroll with one of my besties,  Sara Alexander (fab music teacher & musician based in Virginia, MN) and we started gabbing it up w/ Gaelynn.

Gaeylnn busking on the Lakewalk on Sunday of the Duluth Homegrown Music Festival 2015 (in the pink hat),  Sean Roderick (seated),  Aleasha Hladilek (red tanktop) & HUMANOID

Gaeylnn busking on the Lakewalk on Sunday of the Duluth Homegrown Music Festival 2015 (in the pink hat), Sean Roderick (seated), Aleasha Hladilek (red tanktop) & HUMANOID

Gaelynn, violin teacher,  insurance rep and recording artist told us about her new project: an instrumental, violin looping album that she just got done recording at one of my favorite spots –  Sacred Heart Studio – with engineer Jake Larson. [I was just in there doing some work last week when a truck lost its breaks and crashed through the wall … but that’s another story entirely].

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Fighting Fish and The Arrowhead Story

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The Arrowhead Story is a collective of earth lovers based in Duluth, MN who are choosing music as a medium for change.  Their Facebook page describes it further: “Last year, a group of musicians came together in Duluth to record a compilation album titled ‘Industry. Peace. Environment.’ to raise awareness about sulfide mining and the permanent changes that upcoming decisions will have on the landscape they love. This year, the movement gains ground by drawing together even more artists and activists to collaborate on an unprecedented series of events that will serve as a forum for a chorus of voices on this issue being raised and heard.”

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